Twins a blessing in disguise!!

I almost forgot my big sis had twins...YAY!! You people do not know how excited and proud I am to be an auntie again even though its for the fourth time but third pregnancy. My sister gave birth to two beautiful baby girls Kelsey Morgan Meridith and Alleese Meredith. I admit I can't remember the second one's middle name at the moment. I almost feel as if I had the twins even though that's the last thing on my mind right now(hehe), that is the kind of feeling of excitement I have. She wasn't due until the end of October but they wanted to come out early I guess. Twins are really a blessing in disguise some might disagree but that's my take on it.

Updates coming soon..

I have been real busy with school and work lately but I will be updating my blog asap. Keep reading my followers even though I think its only one..but hey keep reading!!

That was the past now this is my present..

My summer has finally come to a depressing end. I didnt enjoy the summer as much as I have in the past but at the same time I've been dreading school more than ever this year. I really dont understand why, maybe it's because of the workload I have ahead of me or maybe it's really because this is suppose to be the last year of my college career and I don't know what in god's name I am going to do with my life after this. I am seriously starting to think that maybe I'm just scared of the real world. I'm not ready to face it and once these few months pass by, the real world will come crashing down on me. I so wish I could go back and not even to when I was a kid anymore, because even that's overrated now but to freshman year(ahhh)lol. It was the greatest year of my life by far. I met so many amazingly wonderful people, people that I am kind of still close to today and amoung others things, had the fucking time of my life (excuse my french). Wow, I sound depressed when I'm really not. I'm finally a grown up, something i've wanted to be for sooooo long now and I'm in a place that alot of people would kill for. I have a daddy(yes I said daddy) who loves me dearly and who would do anything in this world for me. A grandmother who if even if she was on her last dollar would give it to me if I asked. Im in my last year of undergraduate college and I'm beginging to make something of my self. I see a bright and hopefully happy future ahead. Yes, ahead is where I need to start looking and leave my past behind. I have a good man next to me who respects and appreciates me for what and who and I am when what those things are aren't always nice.(hehe) Anyway im going to do it..u just wait and see..to be continued...

Jus a little something lite..for starters.

Yes this is my first time blogging so experienced bloggers beware! My name is Lucy. I live a pretty normal life. I go to school, I work, and I have a boyfriend. So as you can read I'm pretty "normal" with a few inconsistencies of course. I haven't had a hard life, but let's just say it hasn't been easy either. I feel a little lost at times on what I'm going to do with my life or where I’m going to go. I want to be something, something more than just another working slave, I wanna be "something interesting". I don’t want to sit in a cubicle from 9-5 everyday. I don’t want to go to the office every Monday morning and say, "Hey Mary, how was your weekend, anything interesting happen? Basically what I'm saying is, I need some actionnnnnnn! lol. Now before when I said I haven't had a easy life, I'm referring to the part of my life that’s been the hardest and that is growing up without my mom. I mean there are millions of people who have to grow up without any parents at all, but anyone out there who have grown up without the loving care of a parent, let alone a mother known’s exactly what I’m talking about. I think about her everyday and only the lord knows how much I miss her and need her. But that's the way the cookie crumbles or in other words that’s life, that’s what all the people say, your riding high in April and your shot right back down in may. I really can't think of anything else to say right now except that I’ll get into more detail in my next blog I guess, if there is a next blog. But until next time stay cool readers!

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